Unpredictable???

Have you ever think that I will use English? ha ha..
Honestly, I think I am very poor in English.
My vocabulary is so narrow. Sometimes, I jealous with those who can speak English fluently.
I have tried to improve my English like reading newspaper, watching English movie.
However, it just stand for a few days. Five days later, I forget my responsibility.
In 2k9, I hope I can continue my will to improve my English.
For your info, this is just the opening.